Goodbye

It's not even like we said goodbye.
It was a "see you later," kiss on the cheek, airplanes flying by
It's not like we had a fight
A move your things, pack your bags, get out of my sight.
It's a far away, long time, maybe someday, goodbye.

I wrote some words down for you.
I broke pain into tears, just hoping for your voice
I guess I'll never get to hear
The "I don't love you," maybe some closure, could make things clear.
It's a far away, long time, maybe someday, goodbye.

I don't know what anything means without your name
Engraved, on my brain, every day
I don't know how to move on or move forward or what we are
When you're so damn far away
This long distance, it's insisting, that I missed it
And I miss you, but I had to, say goodbye.
Yeah, goodbye.

I could sit on here all day
Laptop buzzing, phone just charging, hearing nothing anyways
I could keep trying to call
But it don't even ring and machine just sings, "No one's here at all,"

I could go to your mother's
But who wants to say, I don't know why, I'm so sorry, one more time?
I could go to my mom's
But she keeps asking, why'd you do it, where is he, and why say goodbye?
It's a far away, long time, maybe someday, goodbye.

I don't know what anything means without your name
Engraved, on my brain, every day
I don't know how to move on or move forward or what we are
When you're so damn far away
This long distance, it's insisting, that I missed it
And I miss you, but I had to, say goodbye.
Yeah, goodbye.

And maybe if I scream your name
And maybe if these tears come down one more time
You might actually say, you need me, you miss me
And you're coming home
To stay.

I don't know what anything means without your name
Engraved, on my brain, every day
I don't know how to move on or move forward or what we are
When you're so damn far away
This long distance, it's insisting, that I missed it
And I miss you, but I had to, say goodbye.
Yeah, goodbye.

I don't know what anything means without your name
Engraved, on my brain, every day
I don't know how to move on or move forward or what we are
When you're so damn far away
This long distance, it's insisting, that I missed it
And I miss you, but I had to, say goodbye.
Yeah, goodbye.